Swagg.

Swagg.

Childish Gambino - The Longest Text Message (Lyrics On Screen) (by Kaymay0408)

the weekend »»

im now on my “the weekend” vibe

great artist ; awesome music

now im finna sit back and sing horribly in my hotel room <3

(Source: youtube.com)

omg oh my oh my oh oh oh my gosh
 oh myyyyyyyy gosh
oh my gosh&#160;!!!!!

omg oh my oh my oh oh oh my gosh

 oh myyyyyyyy gosh

oh my gosh !!!!!

im tired of being single but at the same time im tired of being hurt by jackasses that just use me. then at the same time… im the one that let them use me?? so who is the real problem here? the guys, sadly no. i tihnk i need to start raising my expectations of these dudes and sees who will actually rise to the occasion. and if they dont then thats their lost. my friends say that ima great girl and that any guy would be lucky to have me. so why dont i see what guy is specily enough to prove that he wants to be the lucky one to get EVERYTHING from me. not jsut my sex. not just my mind (which i give mainly to those whom i friend zone). i wanna give my all. and not feel stupid when the guy i thought was mines ends up ditching me after he got my sex. i can go without sex so ima just chulk it. i really wanna find a guy that will turn around and say damn, i dont ever wanna lose this girl. but if i keep going the way i am, thats not gonna happen. i tend to go for the same type of guy. which so far hasnt proven very good for me. so starting right now, those guys in my phone that only want “one thing” will be one thing: history. im in need of a change, obviuosly me shaving all of my hair off wasnt enough. that fixed my physical problems and sirta gave me a confidance boost. now i need to change the things- people, rather- that i am around. which isnt much but i cant be lonely. i really want somebody to be there and be mine. but just now i just texted trey(a REALLY bad guy) but not for a bad reason, i must wanna see how he is. even though we just had a rough patch i wanna be friends….. which probably isnt the best tihng but considering the reason why stopped talking he most likely wont text me back which means this whole blog thing im writting is makin a really valid point. and i know he isnt the one but he could be one friend that could prove good later on in life. but naah. and im okay with that. ill just rock out to M.I.A. (which he and some other guys [and gals] have been lately… ironic) and lay out on my bed, BYE

the face of a college kid who just found out how much books actually were&#8230; among the other various fees associated with university. -___-

the face of a college kid who just found out how much books actually were… among the other various fees associated with university. -___-

Bleeding Life

last night, or early morning rather, i was admitted into the emergency room due to hyperventilating caused by a severe anxiety attack. all from a stupid argument i had with somebody. i had got so worked up and angry to the point of tears (that should have been the first warning sign.) next thing you know i couldn’t breath and i was running through the living room and past the kitchen to the bathroom so i could throw up (which is strange cause i haven’t eaten in the past two days due to stress.) i know my body. when i get really mad i need to remove myself from the situation; however this girls parents were adamant about us talking (which i was only in the mood for hitting not talking). mind you, i had just gotten off a 7-hour shift at work and when i got home had to deal with that. i got home at eleven and was in the ambulance at like 2 because i spent an hour straight having difficulties breathing. i haven’t had an anxiety attack in years, and never had i had to go to the emergency room for one. and what makes this bad is that i really cant leave here because technically i am homeless(and 18). well, enough of this i have to get ready to go work another seven hour shift.

I feel like my life is over. I really fucking hate myself and all that I stand for.

my status is gonna be affected
if i keep it up like a love sick crack head

my status is gonna be affected

if i keep it up like a love sick crack head

my idol

my idol

my home &lt;3

my home <3

like daddy like son 
hey

like daddy like son 

hey

Haters in the Club “Paul Bunyan” -Solitare Krush ft Butta Kup (Dj Dennis) (by SolitareKrush)

this is what happens to you when you party too hard and have to wake up extremely early. my oh my!!

this is what happens to you when you party too hard and have to wake up extremely early. my oh my!!

hmm

i think ima make another blog dedicated only to the guys. as many hot guys that i can find. (including my little boo right now), i think that magic mike movie has gotten to my heart (cuz i sure as hell know it got into my pants…..)